in the process of (re)discovering myself, i'm learning that i have a lot of bad traits, or maybe i'm just being forced to finally recognize them. it's tough to look into the mirror of your inner-being and realize there's a lot of work to be done. instantly i recognize how truly stubborn i am. i always knew this but i did not know to what extent and in all honesty, it's not pretty. what i'm slowly starting to acknowledge is my own insecurities and what they do to me. it's such a difficult truth to swallow because as i mentioned, i'm stubborn and hold myself up in confidence always. it's also very difficult to reverse because it takes a lot of patience and self-assurance - two crucial components that i lack.
i am hoping in my years to follow that i'll be able to embrace this side of me and patiently mold it into something beautiful. as with any approach to change, the first step is admitting there is a problem, but that, too, takes a lot of effort. it's never simple, is it?
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