dear umma,

i have to confess that over the past few years there has been a distance growing between us. i know that i'm mostly to blame because i'm stubborn and have trouble letting things go. i know you feel it too, but your heart is bigger than mine and you see past my weaknesses only to welcome me with open arms - something that only mothers can do. i've spent most of my life avoiding the mistakes that you have made; choosing a path completely different from yours. i know that instead of blaming you, i should be thanking you. instead of avoiding you, i should embrace you. we have our differences and i love you for being patient with me. i know i take you for granted, but deep down, i need you in my life. now and always. happy (belated) mother's day.

love always,

your eldest.